Monday, November 16, 2009 ♥
PICTURE CREDITS TO: Amirah's Camera, Azura's Editting Skills, Khalisa & Aai =D
HAPPY BELATED 20th BIRTHDAY SYARIF !! :D
okayy like finally i wished him on the blog. hahaa!
by the way, his birthday falls on 9th November.
had an official celebration yesterday, 15th November @ Mayuni Omar Music Cafe!
im actually quite lazy to elaborate cuz theres like ALOT of things happened.
let the pictures do the talking eh?? haha.
oh but i just wanna say that i REALLY ENJOYED YESTERDAY!! yeah Sleeqers?? :D
totally love the energy, laughter and fun yesterday!!
and not forgetting the awesome performances by Syarif&Alyph themselves!!
totally loving yesterdayy !!!!!! :D
oh! oh! me,azura,amirah,aryna&khalisa had a great chat with Malaque!
malaque's an east sider. WOOOOOTS! ROCK ON BEYBEHH!! hahaaa.
anyways, malaque is superrr down-to-earth & pretty lah !!!!
haha. i love her personality. someone's so lucky. EHEM. haha.
oh i have an announcement to make.
PEOPLE. I AM PROUD TO BE A SLEEQFAN! =p
WOOOOTS! I SAID IT. hahaa.
HOHOHOHOHOHO. Aliffangels if u're reading this, IM STILL AN ALIFFANGEL EH! ;D
*sigh* starting to miss yesterday.
im surely looking forward for the next event! ^^
OH YAHHH I FORGOT TO SAY SOMETHING!
yesterday the lucky draw contest, I WON 2nd PRIZE!
kak izzah/joy? kecoh seh announce my name!!
then she go shout: nurul amirah seh!! nurul dengan iskandar sehh!!!
my heart stopped for awhile. * inside thing * LOL.
yeah so the person who gave the prize name is iskandar. the singapore idol blogger la. hahahahahahahaaaaa.
then bestie say syarif,alyph and his frens mcm grin2 and clap semangatly. eh bestie?
lol. mcm fishy giler siaoww. hahaaa.
anyway, today. im freaking pissed off.
WOKE UP AT 7am BY DAD!
got scolded by him in the morning while im asleep!!!!!!!!
tk bagi chance kepe. wait until i wake up or what ahh!
and the bonus thing is, he's scolding me because of A GUY!
that guy is not even my bf or someone special to me laaa!!
my family or should i say, my mum and dad has this tendency to think that if i make friends with a guy, that means im interested in the guy or the guy is interested in me. to me, NO !! like obviously NOT!
i just like to make friends? so thats a sin ahh ? -_-
tears rolled down my cheeks.
and suddenly my dad comes to me again and said sorry blablablablaaaa !!
irritating or whaaaat? always want to make people cry u know!
they know i can't take all of this nagging. cuz it hurts so bad.
i feel as if im not a good daughter to them and they expect me to perfect!
they expect me to please them always and follow what they say.
i know u guys just care about me laa.
but sometimes. ITS JUST TOO MUCH. and i wished mum wouldnt be so KPO. -.-
now, i feel so guilty cuz i made him sad. or more like heartbroken.
i told him not to contact me anymore. great.
i can't please everyone right?
so i've made a decision to not make any guy friends. for now.
i know its hard lah cuz the world is filled with guys. like duh.
and u can't possibly live without them anyway.
BUT i have no choice but to please my parents first, * roll eyes *
i just wished we didnt even meet in the car that night.
then you wouldnt knw me and wouldnt be caught up with me.
then things wouldnt be so messed up like this.
urghh. nevermind. i can handle this. i still have faith in myself.
take care readers.
listened to the sweet sound @ 1:52 PM
